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I just finished reading A Short History of Nearly Everything by Bill Bryson. I enjoyed the book, but It definitely wasn't short and it definitely didn't cover nearly everything.

The true subject of the book was the history of science and our understanding of the world from a scientific standpoint: the Big Bang, physics, chemistry, genetics, biology, and geology. I liked how the book set out a lot of difficult questions that the author pondered initially and which inspired his search for answers.

My biggest takeaway was that there is still so much we don't know or understand about how our world works and how we got here today. That's both exciting and humbling. The book also confirmed which subjects I'm most excited about in science (physics and chemistry) and which I'm less excited about, simply by the level of attention and excitement I had for the various chapters. This is a great book if you want to see how the various scientific disciplines interact and want a high-level overview featuring all the big historical figures throughout science.

Intro
Atoms make u
Extremely fortunate due to evolution and from ancestor survival
Miracle of science
Layers of earth and hotness inside it like sun
How do scientists figure things out

Part 1; lost in the cosmos

1 how to build a universe
Proton
Singularity
Big Bang
No past and no where
Universe created in 3 minutes
13B years ago
Cosmic background radiation left over from Big Bang
Edge of universe
Most ancient protons from edge of universe coming in as microwaves
Inflationary theory
Perhaps many past failed big bangs
This was only one that could create us
No edge of universe because bends
Closed or open or flat universe theories

2 welcome to the solar system
Pluto moon finding based on where instruments pointed
Likely to have another thinking civilization

3 reverend Evans universe
Finding dying stars from past
Supernovae dying stars created heavier elements for solidifying universe
Our moon came from mars part hitting us

Part 2 the size of the earth

4 the measure of things
Triangulation to measure distance to moon
Haley
Wren
Newton
Alchemy
Principia
Laws of motion
Nonspherical earth
Norwood navigation of seas and trig and earth circumference
Venus transit
Cavendish
Measuring earth mass

5 the stone breakers
Geology
Layers of erosion and fossils
Heat from earth creating mountains
Fieldwork stone breaking
Lile
Earth aging difficult
Kelvin young genius
Thermodynamic laws

6 science read in tooth and thorn
Dinosaur fossil found in 19th century
Mastedon
Theory of extinctions anti religious 
Strata

7 elemental matters
Chemistry vs alchemy
Brownian motion
Mendeleev
Periodic table immense organizer
Curie radiation
Aging by half life
Rutherford
Radioactivity first considered healthy and put into consumer goods

Part 3 a new age dawns

Eight Einstein's universe
Gibbs
Planck
Ether
Einstein
Thought experiments
Hubble on astronomy and universe expansion and age calculation by galaxy red shift/fly away rate
Standard candles: stars used to measure universe distances through red shift rates
Universe expanding and had a beginning

9 the mighty atom
We are all short-lived atomic reincarnations
Dalton
All science is either physics or stamp collecting
Brains not wired to visualize universe or atomic scale and electron clouds
Cannot measure current state of universe precisely
Action at a distance with entangled particles

10 getting the lead out
Lead products and gasoline
Radiocarbon dating
Earth 4B years old based on meteorite rock dating
Work against leaded gasoline

11 master marks clouds
Particle detectors
Atom smashers
Quarks
Universe age 13B years

12 the earth moves
Continents in motion
Pangea
Same Animals on different continents
Land bridges
Continental drift theory
Subduction of ocean sediment
Plate tectonics

Part 4 dangerous planet

13 bang
Meteor impacts
Hundreds of millions of earth crossing potential asteroids
Very few ppl tracking them
Dinosaur extinction
Impact now would take us by surprise

14 the fire below
Volcanic eruptions
Know more about composition of sun than earth
Richter scale
 Tokyo on 3 meeting tectonic plates
City waiting to die
Know little about inside of earth and failed to go deep into it

15 dangerous beauty
Yellowstone supervolcano
Due for eruption
Largest active one in world

Part 5 life itself

16 lonely planet
Free diving
Nitrogen narcosis
Humans adaptable
Moon necessary for earth spin stability and fading away
Earth in perfect location
Perfect elements and magma to sustain life

17 into the troposphere
Wind extremely energetic
Coreolis effect
Fahrenheit made first accurate thermometer
Cloud classification

18 bounding name
Water so important and ubiquitous
Oceanography taught lessons about life
30M species in ocean
Extinctions by over fishing
Know very little about earths biggest system

19 beginning of life
Proteins miracles
Ordered assembly
Requires DNA who can only replicate
The big birth of first life form

20 small world
Bacteria on us everywhere
We require them to survive
Evolve more rapidly than us and share info
Single super organism
Bacteria under earth
Bacteria can be revived after 250M years dormant
Bacteria and host relationship
Can't be too efficient at hurting host or spreading
Some try to spread quickly like flu and some sit idle for years and then spring into action like HIV
White cells protect and fight
Swine flu killed as many as ww1 in 4 months

21 life goes on
Very few fossils survive and few of those are found
In favor of marine creatures

22 all that
Life on earth goes extinct very quickly
Life just wants to be
Humans are tiny fraction of all time life has been around
Extinction as way of life

23. The richness of being
Search for best classification system
Linnaeus
Lots of disagreements
Very inaccurate knowledge of how many living things on our planet

24 cells

25 Darwin singular idea
Struggle and natural selection
Mendel genes

26 the stuff of life
DNA
Purpose of life is to propagate DNA
Most of DNA made for reproducing it not helping u
Organisms slaves to genes
Most of DNA does nothing


Part 6 the road to us

27 ice time
Not understood why or when have ice ages 

28 biped
Human fossils very few
Evolution to us not predestined and random

29 restless ape
Stone tools
Humans have much less variability genetically than many animals because we all descended from one small area in Africa

30 good bye
Humans caused dodo bird to be extinct
Killed off many species
Lost track of many others
Bad at keeping track of things
All living things lucky to be here

 
 
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I recently enjoyed hearing my friend Patrick Vlaskovits speak at Google about his new book The Lean Entrepreneur. He and his co-author Brant Cooper gave a nice overview of the new economic recovery and what that means for businesses and startups and spent some time focusing on what innovation inside large organizations could really look like if it functioned well.

The coolest new idea I took away was the "high-hurdle experiment" to surface your early adopters by making them self-qualify. This is what Google did with its If I Had Glass contest.  Below are the rest of my notes and takeaways.

 
 
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From Taleb's recommendation in Antifragile, I read Moral Letters to Lucilius - Letters from a Stoic by Lucius Annaeus Seneca. (Maybe I thought he said it was "overrated." :-) )

Seneca was a philosopher born in 4BC who moved to Rome and tutored emperor Nero (hence his relevance to Taleb's pseudo-realistic plot). He spent many years of exile in Corsica and corresponded with Lucilius, a Roman knight.

The content of his letters proved to be less about the specific and more about general philosophy, and these letters are sort of a mini-handbook for life. I was impressed to see him talk about a number of quite "advanced" topics that were ahead of his time period, such as his plea for the equality of the sexes, the sanctity of marriage, and the humane, almost equal treatment of slaves.

I found myself agreeing to a lot of his points, especially about not wasting time and about envisioning (and living out) one's worst fears in order to realize that they aren't that bad. We can be aware of risks and dangers, but we should not be ruled by worry for all the things that may one day happen. I liked his plea for rationality and individualism, and I can see all the ways his philosophy inspired and gave a foundation for many of Taleb's points.

Below are my notes on the book, which is divided into 65 of his letters to Lucilius.

1 on saving time
All we have is time
Do not waste it and live each moment for purpose

2 discursiveness in reading
Well ordered mind can remain in one place and linger in its own company
Cannot shift so much between authors or countries
Want friends not acquaintances
Read standard authors
Digest each thoroughly
Contented poverty is an honorable estate
Proper limits of wealth: first to have necessary then to have enough

3 on true and false friendship
True friendship when can trust another man like self
Don't misuse the word
Treat men as loyal so they will be

Letter four on the terrors of death
No man can have a peaceful life who only thinks about lengthening it
There's nothing to be dreaded about death
Need to know how to die
No good thing renders happiness unless can reconcile with its loss
Encourage and toughen spirits against mishaps
He who has made a fair compact with poverty is rich
Possessions make us threadbare

5 on the philosophers mean
Avoid perverted forms of self display to draw comment
Philosophy gives sympathy for all men
Live according to nature
Do not torture body
Philosophy calls for plain living but not for penance
Cease to hope and you will cease to fear
Fear follows hope
A mind that is in suspense about the future
Should adapt ourselves to the present instead of sending our thoughts along to the future
Beasts avoid the dangers in front of their eyes and once they're past them they cease to care
But our memory recalls dangers and our foresight anticipates them

Letter six: on sharing knowledge
No good thing is pleasant to possess without friends to share it
Begin to be a friend to yourself

Letter 7: on crowds
Horrors of roman death games
Withdraw into yourself and only be around those who can make you a better man
One man means to me as much as a multitude and a multitude means to me as much as one man
I write this not for the many but for you; each of us is enough of an audience for each other
Scorn the applause of the audience

Eight: on the philosophers seclusion
Withdraw from men and work for later generations
Treat body rigorously so it is not disobedient to the mind
Eat and drink just to relieve hunger
If u enjoy real freedom then must be slave to philosophy
Gifts of chance are not to be regarded as our possessions

9: on philosophy and friendship
Wise man is self sufficient but desires friends
Can do without them but desires not to
Desires friends for practicing friendship
Natural context and not his own needs draws ppl to friends
Easier to conquer tribe than one man

10: on living to oneself
Pray for sound mind and health

11: on the blush of modesty
Shyness and public speaking
Choose a master to help regulate character

12: on old age
When man has been able to say I have lived then every day is extra gift
Best ideas are common property
Many quotations from Epicurus

13: on groundless fears
There are more things that can frighten us than can crush us
Don't be unhappy until the bad stuff happens
We are in the habit of imagining sorrow
Look forward to better things
Stop getting ready to live all the time

14: on the reasons for withdrawing from the world
We should not live for the body but we cannot live without it
We fear want, sickness, troubles from the stronger
Have nothing others can snatch from you
Avoid hatred jealousy and scorn
The Wise man regards the reason behind his actions but not the results which are in fortunes hands
He who enjoys riches least enjoys riches most

15: brawn and brains
Must study philosophy to be well
Limit the flesh
Do short exercises to tire body quickly
Some weights and jumping
Come back quickly to exercising mind daily
Mind can take break

16: philosophy the guide of life
If you live according to nature you'll never be poor
If you live according to opinion you'll never be rich

17; philosophy and riches
Poverty is contented in fulfilling pressing needs
Live simply
Start studying philosophy now instead of first acquiring living
Study while acquiring
Learn to endure hunger
The acquisition of riches is a change of troubles and not an end
Ends letters with a "gift": quotes from Epicurus (who advocated pleasure??)
Malady goes with the man's mind not the riches

18 festivals and fasting
Stop toga
One may holiday without extravagance
Train body and soul for crisis before it comes
Set aside certain days to have the scantiest of fare
Begin having business relations with poverty

19: worldliness and retirement
Reflect with whom eating more than what

20: practicing what u preach
See if ur dress and ur house inconsistent
Persist and do not jump tracks
Wisdom is always desiring the same things and always refusing the same things
Poverty will keep for u ur true and tried friends
He is truly great who can be poor amid riches

21: renown my writings will give u
His name will last
Do not add to his honors/pleasures but subtract from his desires

22; futility of halfway measures
Do not attempt anything until suitable time

23: true joy from philosophy
Do nut find joy in useless things
Learn to feel real joy
Rejoice only in that which comes from ur own store
They live ill who are only beginning to live
Must be able to live as if already had complete life

24: despising death
Don't anticipate trouble by worrying about future
Assume all trouble will happen and then estimate all fear and realize not significant
Death is the last but not the only death

25: on reformation
Prefer to lack success than lack faith to try something difficult
Live life in spiritual company of great man like Epicurus
Only time to withdraw into solitude is when in crowd

26: old age and death
Getting ready to pass judgment on self
Body getting tired but mind still sharp
Think on death
No slavery for one who can die

27: the good which abides
Admitting to lucilius his innermost thoughts
Cannot buy or borrow a sound mind

28: travel as cure for discontent
Thoughts follow u wherever u go
U flee along with self
Let aside burdens of mind
The person u are matters more than where u r
See entire world as ur country
Knowledge of sin is beginning of salvation

29: critical condition of morcelinus
Do not advise men who are not ready
Never cater to crowd for what I know they do not approve and what they approve I do not know

30 on conquering the conqueror
Equality of death
Think on death to not fear it

31 siren songs
Stop up ears
Do not toil for no reasons
Good is the knowledge of things

32 progress
Be unknown to most ppl

33 futility of learning maxims
Don't chase after choice extracts
Full texts as important and great 
Make extracts not memorize others'
One thing to remember and another to know
Investigate and don't just follow

34 promising pupil
Proud of lucilius

35 friendship of kindred minds
Friendship vs love

36 value of retirement
Young man must store up
Old man must use

37 allegiance to virtue
Reason as ruler
Not impulse

38: quiet conversation

39 noble aspirations

40: proper style of philosophers discourse
Real trace of absent friend
Speech should be composed
Eloquence flows gently and slowly
Ease rather than speed

41 on the gd within us
Man as reasoning animal
Live in accordance with his own nature

42 on values
See how much we must pay in non cash for various things
Often pay of ourselves
He that owns himself loses nothing

43 relativity of fame
Don't regard yourself based on how others see u or gossip

44 philosophy and pedigrees
Promotion based on work and noble mind
Rejecting no one

45 sophistical argumentation
Exercises wit to no person
Useless word plays

46 a new book by lucilius
Eloquent book
Reading twice

47 man and slave
Really equal
All men treated same by fortune
Good to dine with slaves
Slaves talk about their master
See in slave a freeborn man just as u can be seen as a slave
Treat your inferiors as u would ur betters
Let Slave talk and live with u
Good material stands want of an artist
All men slaves to fear

48 quibbling as bad for philosopher
Prefer frankness and simplicity

49 shortness of life
Infinitely swift is passage of time
All in memory
Point of time infinitesimal
Don't waste time on superfluous things
Silliness of dialectic poets
Good in life does not depend on length but on fullness
Nature gave us reason
Truth is simple; don't over complicate language

50 our blindness and its cure
Nobody sees them self as blind
But the blind ask for guides
Learning virtue means unlearning vice
Virtue is according to nature

51 morals
Avoid resort town
Choose austere living place

52 choosing our teachers
Learn from ancients
Watch acts not words of teacher

53 faults of the spirit
Study philosophy

54 asthma and death
Death just nonexistence and had that before life and was not uncomfortable
Condition before birth is death

55 villa
Carried by ppl for better health on beach

56 quiet and study
Heard noises from bathing house below him
Words distract more than noises
Force mind to concentrate

57 trials of travel

58 on being
Words become molded with age
Substance and life
Genus
Dividing existing things
Plato idea
Pattern
Form

59 pleasure and joy
Accept no flattery from others

60 harmful prayers
Support ourselves instead
He really lives who makes himself useful

61 meeting death cheerfully
Live every day as if it were a full life
Ready to depart
Dying well
Make ready for death like making ready for life

62 good company

63 grief for lost friends
Good to weep but not to excess
Greedily enjoy friends now
Time heals
Reflect on own mortality and that of loved ones

64 philosophers task
Ancients discovered cures for body and spirit

65 first cause
Cause/Reason and matter make everything
Beginnings of all things
Everything made of matter and gd

 
 
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For the last 2 months, my mind has been blown on a daily basis by the book Antifragile: Things That Gain From Disorder by Nassim Nicholas Taleb.

This is the longest and deepest I've gotten into a book since high school, and I found pretty much every chapter thought-provoking and lifestyle-questioning. I already felt like my mind had been blown, and that was just after finishing the prologue.

"Antifragile" is the word that Taleb coins for the concept of gaining from disorder (the real opposite of fragility, which is not the same thing as "robust"). The book covers the topics of philosophy, finance, math, statistics, lifestyle, food, fitness, education, and history, and it applies various strategies and concepts to finding ways to live more naturally and with more antifragility.

I can see how many people will be angered and offended by the direct manner in which Taleb denounces the professions of consultant, banker, economist, academic, business school professor, soccer mom, and tourist. I think books that question a lot of fundamentals are the only ones that bring actual progress to our lives as human thinkers, and this book does exactly that.

Overall, I took 47 pages of notes on the book (see below), and that sheer quantity is enough to show how much I liked it. It's not easy to distill these into a few bullet points, and I will be trying over the next couple months to come up with some concrete suggestions and techniques to put the book's ideas into practice in my own life. Here are just a handful of lessons and broad concepts that come immediately to mind:

  • There are important nonlinearities in life that many professionals and advice-givers totally ignore but which make a much bigger difference over time than the first-order obvious effects.
  • Many human interventions in health and government come with really bad iatrogenic effects.
  • Things that are in nature are right until proven wrong; things that are human-made are wrong until proven right (which only time can show).
  • Don't be a turkey, and avoid sucker problems. That's 95% of being successful.
  • Via negativa: Focus on what to avoid and remove instead of what to do and add.
  • Find ways to make your life antifragile in the sense of having limited, small downside and high potential upside.
  • Be an adventurous flaneur. Live life to take advantage of new, unforeseen opportunities and volatility.
  • Entrepreneurs are the unsung heroes of antifragility and deserve way more respect than politicians and other non-practitioners and non-risk takers.
  • Innovation is antifragile.
  • Use barbell methods to manage investments and black swan risks. Focus on your exposure (f(x)) instead of trying to predict some variable (x). Predicting or following averages is for suckers.
  • Study the classics, eat and drink the classics, and avoid the media hype or technology for its own sake.

Below are the rest of my notes. I really want to discuss some of this stuff with other readers, so let me know what you think.

 
 
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I had the pleasure of meeting and hearing Bruce Feiler speak at Google about his book The Secrets of Happy Families. I expected to hear some of the traditional/cliché advice and have it be very prescriptive, but I was pleasantly surprised that it wasn't. Bruce dug up some interesting research and spent his time visiting with families all over the world to find out some commonalities of things that should be done and also avoided.

Below are some of my notes on the talk. I look forward to reading his book sometime soon.

  • Biggest learning from positive psychology is that biggest source of happiness is relationships

  • High functioning families adapt all the time
  • Constantly forced to change and react
  • Rarely able to be proactive
  • Kid number one wish is for parents to be less stressed
  • Weekly family agile meetings
  • Public accountability
  • Morning checklist with list of everyone's obligations
  • Weekly Sunday meeting
  • 3 questions
  • What worked well
  • What didn't work well
  • What will we agree to work on in week ahead
  • All give ideas
  • Vote on 2 to work on
  • Gives access to innermost child thoughts
  • Let kids with adult supervision pick their own rewards and punishments
  • Don't have to discuss all battles in the moment but can resolve on Sunday
  • Be mindful of how function as a family

  • Have to empower your kids
  • Have kids set own work plans, evaluate selves
  • Builds up their brains from fmri research

  • Parents don't have all the answers
  • Allow kids to criticize their parents and let off steam

  • Second big idea: talk a lot
  • High functioning teams have a lot of communication
  • Talk about what it means to be part of your family
  • Talked to Jim Collins
  • Preserve the core and stimulate progress
  • Define core identity
  • Creating family mission statement
  • Talk to kids about what they think our family values are

  • Family dinner
  • It is nice if can do it but the core part of the convo can be moved to family breakfast or meal out on weekend or whenever
  • What matters is the family part

  • Things to do in family convo
  • 1. Word a day
  • Teach one new word a day
  • Bring newspapers and mags and catalogs with color names
  • It's ok to google at dinner for new knowledge
  • Have kids teach new words and slang to parents

  • 2. Autobiography night
  • Kids narrating story about self
  • Parents who ask more elaborating questions like who/what/where/when/why have kids develop narration skills better

  • 3. Talk about your family history
  • Where grandparents were born
  • Where parents went to high school
  • Stories of overcoming disease or obstacle
  • Kids who understand more of this are more confident and feel more control over lives
  • Ascending family narrative: gain
  • Descending family narrative: loss
  • Oscillating family narrative: cycles
  • Children who understand their oscillating family narrative have better ability to overcome obstacles

  • Third big point: go out and play
  • Spend less time worrying about what do wrong and focus on what enjoy
  • Limit amount of conflict

  • "Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way." (Anna Karenina by Leo Tolsoy)

  • Happiness is not something you find but something you make

  • Secret to happy family: try


  • Game at dinner
  • Bad/good
  • What they did bad today, what they did good
  • Or highs/lows

  • Family meetings should be about how family doing not about individual highs and lows

  • Play improv game at beginning and end of family meeting as marker
  • Put allowance at end of family meeting

  • Don't talk about difficult stuff midstream of week or late at night but at specified time

  • Groups make better decisions
  • Vote before discussion so loudest person doesn't overwhelm
  • If have more than 1 woman in a group it will make a better decision
  • Get ppl into family difficult convo even if don't know much

  • Give warring siblings a task to do together
  • Enlist kids into contact with grandparents
  • Be open about difficulties with your kids
  • Don't pretend to be supermom
  • Game: pain points
  • Everyone says what they are struggling with
  • Have kids help you solve your dilemmas

 
 
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I'm slowly making my way through Antifragile (slow because I've been busy and slow because the wisdom density [wisdom per page] of the book is extremely high, so I'm taking the time to process and examine it). In the middle of this slow and steady progress, though, I spent a couple hours going through Taleb's shorter book of aphorisms, which was a real delight and made me laugh out loud (and really question a lot of things) several times.

The Bed of Procrustes: Philosophical and Practical Aphorisms by Nassim Nicholas Taleb. Procrustes is named after an owner of an inn in Greek mythology who wanted his guests to sleep in a perfect-fitting bed; those who were too tall had body parts cut off, and those who were too short were stretched. The book of aphorisms (pithy sayings that need little explanation) is about the various Procrustean bed reductions we make as humans because we're limited in our knowledge and prone to lapses of rationality. We resolve the tension of uncertainty by just making the world look simpler to us (to make us feel better) instead of embracing the uncertainty and benefiting from it (which Antifragile is all about).

Below are a sampling of my highlights from the book. I liked how the author found Procrustean reductions in all parts of life and offered funny and poignant observations of how foolish we are about certain things and how hard it is for us to sometimes just get out of our own way.


few realize that we are changing the brains of schoolchildren through medication in order to make them adjust to the curriculum, rather than the reverse. 

it’s mostly that inverse operation of changing the wrong variable, here the person rather than the bed.


PRELUDES 

The person you are the most afraid to contradict is yourself. 

An idea starts to be interesting when you get scared of taking it to its logical conclusion. 

To understand the liberating effect of asceticism, consider that losing all your fortune is much less painful than losing only half of it. 

To bankrupt a fool, give him information. 

Modernity’s double punishment is to make us both age prematurely and live longer. 

An erudite is someone who displays less than he knows; a journalist or consultant, the opposite. 

If you know, in the morning, what your day looks like with any precision, you are a little bit dead—the more precision, the more dead you are. 

Procrastination is the soul rebelling against entrapment. 


COUNTER NARRATIVES 

The best revenge on a liar is to convince him that you believe what he said. 

If you want people to read a book, tell them it is overrated. 

Nothing is more permanent than “temporary” arrangements, deficits, truces, and relationships; and nothing is more temporary than “permanent” ones. 

The opposite of manliness isn’t cowardice; it’s technology. 

You remember emails you sent that were not answered better than emails that 

It is as difficult to avoid bugging others with advice on how to exercise and other health matters as it is to stick to an exercise schedule. 


THE SACRED AND THE PROFANE 

People used to wear ordinary clothes weekdays and formal attire on Sunday. Today it is the exact reverse. 

To mark a separation between holy and profane, I take a ritual bath after any contact, or correspondence (even emails), with consultants, economists, Harvard Business School professors, journalists, and those in similarly depraved pursuits; I then feel and act purified from the profane until the next episode. 

The book is the only medium left that hasn’t been corrupted by the profane: everything else on your eyelids manipulates you with an ad.

it is easier to fast than diet. 

To be completely cured of newspapers, spend a year reading the previous week’s newspapers. 


CHANCE, SUCCESS, HAPPINESS, AND STOICISM 

Modernity needs to understand that being rich and becoming rich are not mathematically, personally, socially, and ethically the same thing. 

I went to a happiness conference; researchers looked very unhappy. 

Read nothing from the past one hundred years; eat no fruits from the past one thousand years; drink nothing from the past four thousand years (just wine and water); but talk to no ordinary man over forty. A man without a heroic bent starts dying at the age of thirty. 

Karl Marx, a visionary, figured out that you can control a slave much better by convincing him he is an employee. 

The fastest way to become rich is to socialize with the poor; the fastest way to become poor is to socialize with the rich. 

People focus on role models; it is more effective to find antimodels—people you don’t want to resemble when you grow up. 

Preoccupation with efficacy is the main obstacle to a poetic, noble, elegant, robust, and heroic life. 

They are born, then put in a box; they go home to live in a box; they study by ticking boxes; they go to what is called “work” in a box, where they sit in their cubicle box; they drive to the grocery store in a box to buy food in a box; they go to the gym in a box to sit in a box; they talk about thinking “outside the box”; and when they die they are put in a box. All boxes, Euclidian, geometrically smooth boxes. 

Another definition of modernity: conversations can be more and more completely reconstructed with clips from other conversations taking place at the same time on the planet. 


CHARMING AND LESS CHARMING SUCKER PROBLEMS 

It seems that it is the most unsuccessful people who give the most advice, particularly for writing and financial matters. 

Rumors are only valuable when they are denied. 

There are two types of people: those who try to win and those who try to win arguments. They are never the same. 

Over the long term, you are more likely to fool yourself than others. 

For so many, instead of looking for “cause of death” when they expire, we should be looking for “cause of life” when they are still around. 


THESEUS, OR LIVING THE PALEO LIFE 

The three most harmful addictions are heroin, carbohydrates, and a monthly salary. 

My only measure of success is how much time you have to kill. 

If you need to listen to music while walking, don’t walk; and please don’t listen to music. 

Men destroy each other during war; themselves during peacetime. 

Sports feminize men and masculinize women. 

Technology can degrade (and endanger) every aspect of a sucker’s life while convincing him that it is becoming more “efficient.” 

The difference between technology and slavery is that slaves are fully aware that they are not free. 

You have a real life if and only if you do not compete with anyone in any of your pursuits. 

With terminal disease, nature lets you die with abbreviated suffering; medicine lets you suffer with prolonged dying. 

We are satisfied with natural (or old) objects like vistas or classical paintings but insatiable with technologies, amplifying small improvements in versions, obsessed about 2.0, caught in a mental treadmill. 

Only in recent history has “working hard” signaled pride rather than shame for lack of talent, finesse, and, mostly, sprezzatura. 

Their idea of the sabbatical is to work six days and rest for one; my idea of the sabbatical is to work for (part of) a day and rest for six. 

What they call “play” (gym, travel, sports) looks like work; the harder they try, the more captive they are. 

Most modern efficiencies are deferred punishment. 

 
 
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The Google Self-Driving Car.

Maybe it's because of the Udacity Self-Driving Car programming course I took. Maybe it's because I hate traffic and inefficiencies. Maybe it's because I'm sad every time I hear about human errors leading to death and major injury, especially from car accidents.

I did a bit of research into the leading causes of death, and while more people still die of age-related medical problems, car accidents are the leading cause of injury-related death (though this may have been surpassed by suicide in recent years). In any case, car crashes kill over 30,000 people per year, and in my book that means they still suck.

Time recently wrote a case study about Google's initiative. With this post, I wanted to simply express my own excitement for this invention and why I think it's cool.

  • Self-driving cars are more disciplined than people. They will follow rules (such as related to speed and intersections). Their vision won't get worse over time. They won't have too many drinks. They won't get distracted by text messages, Ferraris, or hot babes walking down the street.

  • They'll have WAY faster and more consistent response times than you and me. That means when they get cut off by a bad driver, they'll save your life.

  • They have a way better safety record so far than human drivers. Yes, of course something terrible can happen in the future where they cause or are involved in an accident, but it's impossible to measure the number of accidents in the mean time that they will prevent, and my guess is it will be worth it.

  • They share information and LEARN from the road all the time. I got a sneak peek at some of the basics of the technology from Professor Thrun's class, and the amount of intelligence and real-time information sharing that the cars do between themselves while they drive (alerting each other to various road conditions and presences of pedestrians) is really smart. This is similar to why I've recently fallen in love with the Waze social traffic/navigation app.

  • How cool would it be to have your own robotic chauffeur? Punch in your destination, and sit back and do work (like on the train). "The future is here, just not evenly distributed."

  • Yes, software can have bugs, and yes, we are putting lives in the hands of computers. However, I think that with testing and many levels of redundancies and safeguards (and having a human present to watch over things), it's worth it for the safety and efficiency benefits.

I can't wait to buy one when it comes out. I also believe this will drive tremendous value for Google as a company.

 
 
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I finally got through my friend's recommendation Ayn Rand’s Normative Ethics: The Virtuous Egoist by Tara Smith. It was a dense, long read, but it was a great overview of all the major virtues in the Objectivist philosophy, including a lot of subtleties of how they can be misunderstood or misapplied in various real-world situations.

It is precisely the real-world situations I was most interested in, and I wish that more of the text could have been devoted to that. I could immediately tell that the book was written by an intellectual and a professor: the writing was immaculately clear and precise, with over 15% of the book's volume devoted to footnotes and citations. At times the language seemed excessively formal, and I would not recommend this book to someone just starting out in this area of philosophy; OPAR seemed much more palatable (in its writing style) for a beginner.

After reading this book, I now have a much better grasp of the ethics Rand proposes, and I enjoyed all the connections and comparisons the author made between some of Rand's fictional characters as well as other philosophers and works on related subjects. I can see just how deeply researched this book was.

Below are some of my main takeaways and highlights from the book.


Intro

This book explains the fundamental virtues that Rand considers vital for a person to achieve his objective well-being: rationality, honesty, independence, justice, integrity, productiveness, and pride. 

goodness is determined by what is beneficial for the organism

It is only by leading a morally upright life that a person can be happy and it is for the sake of having a happy life that a person should be morally upright. 

last book, Viable Values, is the case for egoism by examining the nature of morality itself, probing the fundamental nature and validation of values, from which moral prescriptions follow. Here, turn from the questions of what it is to be moral and why such prescriptions are necessary to how to be moral. 


Rational Egoism

Because egoism is widely perceived as reckless, self-indulgent whim-worship  and the selfish person as thoughtless, unprincipled, and inconsiderate  of others, the suggestion that egoism can demand the disciplined adherence to a moral code will itself be surprising to many. 

Values are intelligible only in relation to a living organism's struggle for its life. Nothing is valuable to or for inanimate objects. 

the standard of value is life. 

values are neither intrinsic (simply embedded in certain things in the external world) nor subjective (inventions projected by consciousness), but objective. 

life as the standard of value, we must understand her to be speaking of a flourishing life rather than a minimal, bare bones subsistence. 


Rationality

Rationality is the acceptance of reason as one's only source of knowledge  and fundamental guide to action. 

rationality consists of fidelity to facts. 

Because things in external reality are what they are independently of an individual's thoughts or wishes about them, because we control whether and how we use our minds, and because, as fallible  beings, our beliefs are not automatically correct, human beings must exert a concerted effort to base the thinking that guides our actions on the way the world actually is. This is what rationality enables its to do. 


Honesty

honesty as the refusal to fake reality. 

honesty's requirements that a person renounce self-deception, develop an active mind, and act on his knowledge. 


Independence

Independence, as Rand understands it, consists in setting one's primary orientation to reality rather than to other people. 

In contrast to the parasite, the independent person accepts full responsibility for making his way in the world by forming his own judgments, adopting ends that he deems valuable, and acting to achieve those ends. 

In order to reap the substantial objective values that human beings can offer one another, in other words, individuals must exercise first-handed judgment of reality. 


Justice

Rand understands  justice to consist in judging other persons objectively and treating them accordingly by giving them what they deserve 

person's characteristic posture as that of a trader who neither seeks nor gives the unearned. 

evaluating others objectively, by reason rather than emotion; judging individuals as individuals,  taking into account salient features of their particular circumstances; treating others as they deserve through an array of both modest gestures and more significant rewards and punishments. 

support from the good is evil's only lease on life. It is wrong to sanction evil, in short, because it is ultimately self-sabotaging. 



Integrity

integrity, which Rand defines as loyalty in action to rational principles. 


Productiveness

Because our survival depends on goods and services that are not found, ready-made, in nature, we must create the material values that sustain us; we must give physical reality to ideas that can advance human life. 

Neither rational thought that is not given some material incarnation nor physical labor that is not guided by rationality can further a person's life. 

adopt productive work as his central purpose. 

Because a person's proper goal is his own happiness (objectively understood), there is no limit to how good - how secure, how comfortable, how enjoyable - he should strive to make his life. Correspondingly, there is no limit to how productive a person should be. 


Pride

pride as moral ambitiousness, an energetic dedication to being one's best. 

A person must believe that he is worthy of values and that he will be able to achieve them, in order to act in the ways necessary to flourish. 


Other virtues

When an act of charity would be a sacrifice, requiring the agent's surrender of a greater value for a lesser value, it would be antithetical to egoism. In cases in which no such sacrifice is involved, however, charity is fine. In some such cases, it can even be obligatory 

Unlike charity, generosity is not necessarily a response to need. Generosity  consists in giving in excess of what custom or morality requires; 

does not require self-sacrifice and is extended to an appropriate beneficiary, generosity is morally permitted. 

kindness  consists in acting out of consideration for another person's well-being. 

He does something, however minor, to cheer or assist another person. 

He can love a person for his character, that is, rather than for some narrow utilitarian purpose (such as access to a club) or for no particular reason, as some analysts of love have urged. 


Rational Egosim

Morality, Rand writes, "is a code of values to guide man's choices and actions - the choices and actions that determine the purpose and the course of his life."

A value is "that which one acts to gain and/or keep. "

Life makes values possible insofar as nothing can be valuable to nonliving  things. 

at the bottom of all of our ends rests a single alternative: life or death. 

life makes the achievement of values necessary. Living demands the pursuit of life-sustaining ends. If an organism is to survive, it must achieve the values that its nature requires. 

Life is a process of self-generated, self-sustaining action, 

Their physiology rules; they are "deterministic value-trackers," 

the moral guidance justified  by this explanation of values is egoistic. 

each person's primary moral obligation is to achieve his own well-being and he should not sacrifice his well-being for the well-being of others. 

The reason to be moral is selfish.

The crucial feature of Rand's theory is that value is objective. What is good for a person - what is in his interest - is not simply a subjective projection of that person's beliefs, attitudes, tastes, or desires, for those are not adequate guides to meeting his life's requirements. 

The objective theory holds that the good is neither an attribute of "things in themselves"  nor of man's emotional states, but an evaluation of the facts of reality by man's consciousness according to a rational standard of value.... 

The objective theory holds that the good is an aspect of reality in relation to man - and that it must be discovered, not invented, by man.'6 

Objectivity allows for a range of values  that can vary (within limits) between different individuals. 

What is good must be good for someone in particular, but what makes a thing good is its nature and impact on the person's life independently of anyone's beliefs or wishes about what that impact is. 

not simply breathing, but thriving. 

An organism must act as its nature demands (qua dog, qua seal, etc.) in order to survive. 

needs are correlative to the ideal of flourishing and that flourishing is relative to the kind of organism in question. 

living requires living as man's nature requires. "Life, for any living creature, means life as that creature, life in accordance with its specific means of survival," 

The maintenance of life and the pursuit of happiness are not two separate issues. To hold one's own life as one's ultimate value, and one's own happiness as one's highest purpose are two aspects of the same achievement. Existentially, the activity of pursuing rational goals is the activity of maintaining one's life; psychologically, its result, reward and concomitant is an emotional state of happiness.° 

She defines happiness as "that state of consciousness which proceeds from the achievement of one's values." 

Serving one's interest requires action guided by the recognition of certain constant, fundamental facts. These facts are the basis of moral principles. 

Rational egoism is not about besting others, but about making one's own life as rewarding as possible. 

individuals' genuine, rational interests do not stand at odds. One person's enhancement of his well-being  is not achieved through injury or loss to others. Human welfare is not a zero-sum game.

The disappointment of a person's hopes is not a setback to his actual condition. 

My being turned down for a job I sought does not leave me worse off than I had been. 

Moral principles are both based on and intended for radically different circumstances. The actions necessary  to sustain a person's life in atypical conditions cannot be used as the basis for moral principles that are to guide us in everyday living or for conclusions about the relationships among individuals' interests. 

Human beings, by contrast, live by the mind. We do not survive simply by consuming what we find in our environment; we must create life-sustaining  values (clothes, shelter, medicines, etc.) through the use of reason. 

Because human beings produce values rather than seize them from a fixed pool and because the fundamental fuel of production is not a finite resource, one person's  objective gains pose no threat to others. 

Given the enormous value that human beings can offer one another, a policy of preying on others would be self-defeating rather than self-advancing. 


Rationaltiy

A virtue, Rand maintains, is "the act by which one gains and/or keeps" an objective value.' 

virtue "consists of a man's recognizing facts and then acting accordingly."6 

virtuous action is action that deliberately adheres to rational moral principles. 

Genuine virtue involves taking the proper action with a certain spirit and inclination. Hursthouse maintains that an honest person, for instance, does the right thing "readily, eagerly, unhesitatingly, scrupulously." 

Without facing continual battles over whether to take the appropriate action, a person will more efficiently act in ways that advance his happiness.  And the less of a struggle he must wage against resistant emotions,  the less strain in his days and the more agreeable his experience. 

The most basic virtue, in Rand's view, and the source of all others, is rationality.

reason to be "the faculty that identifies and integrates  the material provided by man's  

It is essentially a matter of grounding one's thinking in reality, of reaching conclusions by observing and respecting relevant facts. 

The essential nature of rationality is seen most vividly by contrasting it with alternative modes of using one's mind: forming beliefs or making decisions on the basis of emotions, for instance, or on the basis of desires or faith or authority or consensus or tradition or prejudice or astrology or intuition. 

to think is an act of choice... man is a being of volitional consciousness. Reason does not work automatically; thinking is not a mechanical process; the connections of logic are not made by instinct. 

Consciousness is a faculty of awareness  of that which exists, not a faculty of manipulation of that which exists. 

Such changes are possible, however, only by acting in recognition  of things' nature and devising effective means of altering things, within the parameters set by things' nature. It is only by respecting the primacy  of existence, in other words, thatwe can make constructive changes. It is only through rationality. 

Focus The core of rationality's demands is stated in a passage we have already cited: "The virtue of rationality means ... one's total commitment to a state of full, conscious awareness, to the maintenance of a full mental focus in all issues, in all choices, in all of one's waking hours." 

To be rational, a person must seek to know his own purposes and motives - indeed, all of his beliefs, desires, and feelings - as clearly as possible.

A person evades when he chooses not to know, not to find out, or when he pretends not to be aware of something that he knows warrants greater weight in his thinking or at least, further investigation. 

commitment  to the "constant, active expansion" of one's knowledge.

The aim of rationality is not knowledge for its own sake, but knowledge for its practical value. 

rationality requires action that is faithful to a person's rational conclusions, adherence to reality in action as well as in thought. 

"irrationality turns one's consciousness from the task of perceiving reality to the task of faking reality." 

A person's commitment to rationality must be absolute, however, because reality is absolute. The nature of reality cannot be merely an intermittent concern, flickering in and out of significance. 

An emotion is a state of consciousness with bodily accompaniments and intellectual causes, Peikoff writes.65 

whether a person feels an emotion and what emotion he feels will depend on his beliefs about a particular object and on his evaluations of that object. 

emotions are the voice of values in one's consciousness. 

One can take feelings into account, however, without granting them the final say. 


Honesty

honesty as "only another name for rationality, the loyalty to reality, the `being true to truth."" 

If rationality essentially consists in the commitment to reality, Peikoff explains, then honesty is the obverse: the rejection of unreality, the recognition that only existence exists.4 

honesty means not pretending.' 

Because things do not wear their value on their sleeves, it can seem easier to fake values than facts. 

A thing's value to a person depends on the role that it plays vis-a-vis his long-term flourishing. 

Through dishonesty, a person makes himself dependent on others - on their standards  and on their ignorance. 

He has chained himself to what they think. Even the "successful" liar is trapped, in other words, in the never-ending need to maintain the facade. 

It is not, fundamentally, relations with others that necessitate honesty, she argues; it is reality. 

Others' perceptions do not dictate reality any more than one's own do. 

This requires that a person develop an active mind, seek knowledge in order to act oil that knowledge, and refuse to fake any item in his mind.28 

"constantly expanding one's knowledge, and never evading or failing to correct a contradiction. This means: the development of an active mind as a permanent  attitude. 

The motivation for the acquisition of knowledge should be action. 

A person stands under no moral obligation to divulge his knowledge to an inquiring Nazi.35 

an urgent threat to major values. The immediate and rational goal in such circumstances is to escape the threat and minimize the damage. There would be no point, in such cases, in adhering to principles that are designed to aid us in radically different conditions. 

Morality ends where a gun begins ... in such emergency situations, no one could prescribe what action is appropriate. That's my answer to all lifeboat questions. Moral rules cannot be prescribed for these situations, because only life is the basis on which to establish a moral code.° 

"illness and poverty are not metaphysical emergencies, they are part of the normal risks of existence.") 46 To frame the contrast from a different angle: In a natural emergency, a great value is at risk; in a metaphysical  emergency, a person's very mode of survival is immobilized. 

It is in these natural emergencies, I think, that the basic principles of morality remain the same, 

The application of morality in this type of emergency sanctions one person's taking another's property and demands making it up to him, after the crisis has passed. 

Honesty is not intrinsically virtuous or a categorical imperative, to be blindly obeyed regardless of circumstances. Honesty is a practical means of furthering a person's objective values and thus his life. Virtue cannot be properly demanded when it would work against that end, however. 

lying in order to placate another person makes emotions the standard of value.52 

Lack of candor also carries a further negative consequence: It infuses artificiality into individuals' relationships. 

the liar leaves the other person unaware of his actual opinion. The opportunity to put him straight about something-expectations  about his job performance, one's taste in clothes, whatever - is lost. 

a person should either tell the truth about an issue or refuse to discuss it. 

The liar acts as if that person is childishly dependent on his opinions, such that that person's fragile psyche must be protected from the shattering truth. In fact, as Rand observes, telling a man the truth is a form of respect.56 

Honesty is the refusal to fake reality. It is the refusal to pretend that things are other than they are, either to others or to oneself. 


Independence

"one's acceptance of the responsibility  of forming one's own judgments and of living by the work of one's own mind."

independence as a primary orientation  to reality rather than to other men.

neither his direction,  his conclusions, nor his satisfactions from the views of others. He does not act for the sake of others in anyway. Others are not his compass. Reality is. 

The exercise of independence requires a belief in one's own basic worth, a quotient of self-esteem that enables a person to view his judgment as capable and his ends as worthy. 

the person who is ruled by thoughts of what he is "supposed" to do ("what is expected here?" "what would others  think?"), 

While a person often should engage others in order to advance his well-being, what is essential for independence - and for his ultimate flourishing - is that a person learn the reasons behind others' opinions rather than accepting them at face value, without question. 


Justice

Justice is the application of rationality to the evaluation and treatment of other individuals. 

`Justice is the recognition of the fact that you cannot fake the character of men just as you cannot fake the character of nature," 

treating others as they deserve means responding to positive conduct or character with rewards and to negative conduct or character with punishments. 

it is important to judge others' character, as far as one is able, because character governs the use that a person will make of any more specific attributes that carry potential impact on other people. 

This means that others' virtue contributes to an environment from which I stand to benefit. The more virtuous other people are - the more rational and honest and productive, and so on - the more constructive companions they are to learn from and to trade with. 

The way to advance one's life is to be honest about the others one encounters - honest in accepting the need to judge them, in how one judges them, and in 

The way to advance one's life is to be honest about the others one encounters - honest in accepting the need to judge them, in how one judges them, and in how one subsequently acts toward them. 

justice forbids fence-sitting, pleading  ignorance or retreating into agnosticism. 

Thanks largely to Rawls, differences have been put on the defensive. 

egalitarianism underlies admissions policies whereby certain state universities  accept the top x percent of applicants from all high schools in that state, regardless of how bright or prepared those students are. This, it is argued, serves the goal of equal access, which trumps other goals and any other understanding of justice in student selection. 

An important practical demand of justice, in Rand's view, is the refusal to sanction evil. 

the support of the good is indispensable to the existence of the evil. Drained of that support, the evil would collapse; 

Through restitution, reform, and so on, he manifests his judgment that what he did was wrong and not representative of the kind of person he wishes to be. In the absence of his meeting these conditions,  however, forgiveness would sanction the wrong and leave the victim vulnerable to more of the same. 

Forgiveness, then, must be earned, on Rand's view. A person should not forgive others on faith or out of blind "good will" 

To temper justice with mercy is to inject injustice into one's dealings. Doing so is wrong for the same basic reason that is by now familiar: Faking others' character does not change their character or its impact on one's life. 

By their nature, had actions create burdens and do damage. Mercy lets those who cause the damage off the hook (the hook being the need for compensation). If the guilty do not pay the compensation, as Rand observes, then the innocent must. 

Freedom is the absence of other people's interference with a person's ability to govern his own actions. 

Freedom is necessary  for rationality, Rand argues, because a mind cannot be forced. 

A person deserves things because of what he does, as a response to his conduct and character. A person possesses rights, by contrast, simply in virtue of his nature as a human being. 

The question of what a person's rights entitle him to, however, is distinct from the question of how another person should treat him 

Because a person's values stand to be helped or harmed by the conduct and character of other people, a person needs to assess others' probable impact on his values and to treat others accordingly in order to promote his long-term flourishing. 


Integrity

Rand describes integrity as "loyalty to one's convictions and values; it is the policy of acting in accordance with one's values, of expressing, upholding  and translating them into practical reality."' 

one must "never sacrifice one's convictions to the opinions or wishes of others."' 

Peikoff refers to integrity as "the principle  of being principled" because integrity reflects the realization that human beings need principles to guide us. 

it is frequently the fear of some unwanted social repercussions that overtakes a person's commitment to his values. 

To commit to a principle is to decide in advance how one should act when confronting certain kinds of choices. 

integrity demands a conscientious effort to identify the principles that should guide a person's life. 

Self-confidence (the relevant  type here, although I will henceforth refer to it simply as "confidence")  is a person's positive assessment of his capacity to manage his affairs. It is the conviction of his ability to attain his goals and achieve his happiness. 

Integrity requires confidence inasmuch  as confidence fortifies a person to remain faithful to his convictions. 

An additional practical requirement of integrity is courage. Courage is a matter of acting on behalf of one's values in especially dangerous or fearful  circumstances. 

Fear is a feeling and as such, not within a person's direct, immediate control. The experience of fear could not, therefore, be either virtuous or vicious. What distinguishes the courageous person is his refusal to allow the sheer experience of fear or perception of danger to deter him from the pursuit of his values. 


Productiveness

productive work should be the central purpose of a person's  life. 

Productiveness is "the process of creating material values, whether goods or services."' 

productiveness as "the adjustment of nature to man," 

What makes a material value material and what makes a material value valuable are two distinct attributes. A thing's value depends on the relationship in which it stands to an individual's long-term survival. We do not need to know anything about a thing's value to know whether it is material, however. The only consideration needed to establish that is whether the thing has physical existence, nonmental reality. If it does, it is material. 

Productiveness  refers to one particular type of life-advancing action: the creation of material values. 

Productiveness is the process "by which man's consciousness controls his existence," "by which man's mind sustains his life." 

"Every type of productive work," Rand maintains, "involves a combination of mental and physical effort: of thought and of physical action to translate that thought into a material form." It is simply the "proportion of these two elements [that] varies in different types of  Like 

union of both intellectual and physical effort is needed for any productive work. 

Productive work is not simply an element of a good life; it is the central element. 

A person's central purpose is the paramount end by reference to which that person  can determine the importance to assign to other things in his life; it is the anchor and standard for a rational hierarchy of values, allowing him to prioritize various ends and, correspondingly, to be rational in his pursuit of them. 

Rich or not, to drive his life materially (even if not financially) and spiritually - to attain the various spiritual values that productiveness uniquely makes possible - a person must invest in some productive activity that his life is about. 

The breathless, ceaseless reaching for more that precludes the enjoyment of one's life (and which is all too common) defeats the point of productiveness. It is not what Rand is endorsing. The point of exercising any virtue is to achieve the best life possible for oneself. 

Both material and spiritual fuel are vital to human life, thus it would be a mistake to condemn the pursuit of either, as such. Although either material or spiritual values can be pursued irrationally, neither is by nature base or unworthy of us. 

Productiveness is the process of creating material values. Like the independent  person, the productive person accepts responsibility for making his own way in the world, refusing to attempt to live off of others' achievements. 


Pride

pride is "the commitment to achieve one's own moral perfection."' 

Because the essence of morality is rationality, moral perfection,  in turn, consists of an "unbreached rationality."

pride as a policy of action and regards the feeling of pride as simply a by-product of a person's abiding by such a policy. 

pride is not simply an after-the-fact satisfaction (justified as such satisfaction might be), but a forward-looking ambition that drives a person to act as morality requires. 

"As a rule, a man of achievement does not flaunt his achievements,"  Rand observes, and "he does not evaluate himself by others - by a comparative standard. His attitude is not `I am better than you' but `I am good.""

pride is necessary for self-esteem, and self-esteem is necessary for human life. 

Because human beings choose our actions, what we choose forges our individual characters. 

The pivotal fact that gives rise to the propriety of pride is our need for self-esteem and the essential role of pride in building it. 

pride demands doing one's best. 

ambition consists in the systematic pursuit of challenging goals and of constant improvement in regard to such goals. 

A further means of being morally ambitious lies in the refusal to coast or vegetate. 

One means of doing this is by assigning himself specific projects of moral improvement. 


Other virtues

Lending help in response to a person's need can be appropriate, but need by itself never makes it appropriate. 

When a person is in a position to be generous with someone whose success he values more than he values alternative uses of the relevant resources, to fail to be generous would be hypocrisy. 

Rand does endorse generosity only when it represents a rational trade. 

A person could give others more than they have reason to expect while still gaining value from doing so. The insistence that he cannot is baseless. 

That an agent gets something out of a generous action - or even that he does it because he believes that he will get something out of it - does not eradicate its generosity. It does not erase the fact that he is giving another person more than that person can reasonably expect. 

Unlike charity, kindness is not restricted to giving aid and is not necessarily a response to another person's need. 

First of all, kindness is a means of furthering the agent's values. To the extent that a person cares about the people to whom he is kind, he is helping those individuals by making their path, if ever so slightly, smoother. 

the experience of others' kindness often does have the effect of putting people in a more hospitable mode. 

if a person finds a kinder environment congenial, his own kindness can help to bring that about. 

kindness can offer definite value to an egoist and therefore will often be appropriate. 

Kindness, in short, is an affirmation  of value - of a particular recipient's distinctive value, when the agent knows the recipient, or of the value of human life as such, when he does not. Accordingly, if a person values his fellow human beings and has no reason to think a particular individual unworthy of kindness, it is fine to perform acts of kindness on suitable occasions. 

rational egoist should be kind selectively and nonsacrificially. 

While charity, generosity, and kindness concern a person's relations with others, temperance concerns a person's management  of his self-regarding desires.75 

the proper ideal for a rational egoist is not to mute or moderate his desires, but, when determining whether to act on them, to recognize the full context. 

temperance is proper, and it is so because it is an exercise of reason; it is never a good in itself. 

neither charity, generosity,  kindness, nor temperance qualifies as a virtue, on Rand's theory. To deny that these are virtues is not to condemn them as vices. Each is compatible with rational egoism, under the right conditions. 


Conclusion

The code that Rand prescribes does not call for the conquest of others.  Nor is it hedonistic, materialistic, or emotionalistic. 

human being's flourishing requires his adherence to rational principles. Rationality  reflects the respect for reality that is a prerequisite of human survival. 

The egoist who emerges from Rand's theory is a person of principle who exercises the virtues of rationality, honesty, independence, justice, integrity, productiveness, and pride. 


Appendix

LOVE IS SELFISH 

To love another person is to value him highly. 

One person loves another for specific qualities that he possesses, such as his inquisitiveness or playfulness or idealism or ambition. 

"Concern for the welfare of those one loves is a rational part of one's selfish interests. If a man who is passionately in love with his wife spends a fortune to cure her of a dangerous illness, it would be absurd to claim that he does it as a `sacrifice' for her sake, not his own, and that it makes no difference to him, personally and selfishly, whether she lives or dies." 

I am better off when a person I love enjoys some significant success (a major achievement in his career, for instance) because the flourishing of someone who is of value to me strengthens my own capacity to flourish. 

Friendship increases our stake in the world and thus our capacity for emotions; it makes us feel more, she writes, and enables us to have life "more abundantly." 

"Love, friendship, respect, admiration are the emotional responses of one man to the virtues of another, the spiritual payment given in exchange for the personal, selfish pleasure which one man derives from the virtues of another man's character. 



LOVING A PERSON FOR HIMSELF 

The ideal of unconditional love, in other words, is fraudulent. Love rests on reasons. Only certain causes will generate love. 

loving a person for his own sake does not mean loving him for no reason, without grounds. Rather, it means loving him forwho he is as an individual, for his thoughts, actions, and character. 

The basic idea applicable to friendship is that when one person loves another, he loves that individual for specific qualities that he possesses. 

he loves a person because of who that person is; the person's character is such that it gives the egoist pleasure. 

"The Objectivist does not say `I value only myself.' He says: `If you are a certain kind of person, you become thereby a value to me, in the furtherance of my own life and happiness.' 

That self-interest is the egoist's overriding concern does not entail that it is his exclusive concern. 

rational egoist can love another person for himself in the sense that is crucial for such friendship. Loving a person for himself does not mean offering love as a sacrifice, which obviously would contradict the prescriptions of egoism. It means, rather, loving a person for his specific character - not for no reasons, as some urge, and not for incidental reasons that are inessential to his character. The egoist will love another person because that person isvaluable to him and because of who thatperson is.

 
 
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SMSPal.co just launched today. Go and check it out! It's a little side project I've been working on for fun, and it gave me a good excuse to learn the Twilio API.

I love foreign languages, and I've been searching for ways to practice my language skills in a way that's as convenient and easy as possible. I'm also busy and don't want to install or learn different tools and apps just to keep up with my languages.

One day, I was playing with the International Keyboard settings on the iPhone, and I was texting with some friends using different foreign alphabets. Then it hit me: With the increased prevalence of mobile phones and SMS over landlines and handwritten letters, it's time that the tradition of the "pen pal" be modernized as well. That's when SMSPal was born. I wanted to continue to practice my foreign languages but with new people and help others experience that joy as well.

SMSPal aims to facilitate connection and learning through text messaging. It allows people to practice and improve their foreign language skills by connecting them with pen pals from around the world over SMS. The system automatically pairs people up and is fully anonymous, so people never have to give out their phone number to each other (they just text a special SMSPal phone number, and SMSPal relays the text message over to their pen pals automatically).

The Twilio API (and Python wrapper) ended up working pretty well, after getting past an initial authentication hiccup. I couldn't get the callback and "action" parameters to work, though, on the SMS TwiML response, so I settled for combining their TwiML and their outgoing SMS APIs to get the thing to work. Working on the state machine for this was fun as well. I also got to know the Django test suite API; my SMSPal code is ~600 lines but the tests are about ~1,200, and that's a ratio I'm proud of.

Give it a try, and let me know what you think.

 
 
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The first book I finished this year was We the Living by Ayn Rand. It's actually the first novel she published, and it's a strong statement against communism, collectivism, and the horrible conditions individuals faced in Soviet Russia. I know that I enjoyed this work less than her other fiction (it seemed to drag somewhat and the plot turns were somewhat random, with less clear explanation). However, for me, the most interesting aspects were actually the details of Soviet life, like ration cards, propaganda slogans, and bribery techniques. I got a really rich sense for how horrible things were.

I drew a lot of parallels in the general tone of the work to 1984, which was similarly a description of drab and at times unbearable life in a socialist state.

I also saw inklings of a lot of the individualistic philosophy she would later expound on in other works a lot more clearly. The heroes definitely displayed a lot of similar traits and behaviors as in other works, like clarity of mind, focus, attention to posture and how they used their bodies, and generally an orientation that's aiming towards life rather than death. I also found it interesting how much the heroes and plot focused on love, and the power of love to carry someone through unimaginably difficult experiences. Kira, the main character, is at the same time inspirational and hard to really believe.

Foreword
Life in soviet union
Desire for life
Romantic school, human values, choices men should make
Evils of any dictatorship or collective system
Man existing for sake of state
Autobiography in loose sense, of an idea
Protagonist ideas are hers but plot different

Part 1
Ch 1
Kira
Train ride
Separate social classes
Nationalization of factories, confiscation of private safe deposit boxes
Petrograd

Ch 2
Proletariats of world unite
Wants to be engineer
Doesn't believe in duty to society definition 
Line of zeroes is still zero

Ch 3
Spirit physical, body spiritual 
Geometric precise movements
Learned as child joy of being alone
Your own life, a reason in itself
Likes rising bridges, skyscrapers
Got communist passport
Loved joy and art

Ch 4
Bribe to get apartment
Long lines for food
Some private stores allowed
Inflation
admitted to tech institute
meets man on street whom she understands

Ch 5
Just studying something because she likes it not for toil for proletariat

Ch 6
not living for sake of state or others
Living for sake of self
Things inside us that are precious because they're ours
Ok to do something just because want to when know its right
Soviet Men existing for plumbing not plumbing existing for men
Just want to be left alone to live
Sacrificing the best for less capable masses
People aren't born with equal abilities 

Ch 7
Private enterprises failing

Ch 8
Andrei student communist but not really
Complex family background

Ch 9
do u believe in gd or life
If put highest thing u care for above ur life then u don't believe in life
runs away with Leo, counter revolutionary

Ch 10
Moves in with Leo
Two fighting against the country and the century
Confidence in what she does

Ch 11

Ch 12
Music John gray
Studying philosophy because most useless to communists

Ch 13
Can't get job unless party or union member

Ch 14
Need communist connection to get job
Foreign or bourgeois or capitalist stuff best and smuggled but considered evil

Ch 15
Desire to live, inner fight even with outer suffering

Ch 16
Questionnaires on social origin
Reverse discrimination against achievers
Kicked out of college because not children of proletariats but of business owners

Ch 17
Leo tuberculosis, getting money for sanitarium


Part 2

Ch 1
Petrograd became leningrad
Lenin applied marx communism to soviet situation
Communism taught as logical maturation of capitalism
Petrograd as monument to spirit of man
Beautiful city, designed by man

Ch 2
Love of andrei communist friend who is not real communist but real life-lover
Leo returns
Strength of Kira's love

Ch 3
Living for what you think is right with objective your own joy

Ch 4
Fantasy of abroad
Illegal business when legal not possible

Ch 5
More oppression than under the czar except now boot is red and senseless

Ch 6
right to own happiness
Counterrevolutionaries

Ch 7

Ch 8
all about influence and connections
Party loyalty over family 

Ch 9
Leo losing his self to drink and wasting money and parties

Ch 10
Ppl double crossing and trying to make money secretly

Ch 11
Leo investigations

Ch 12
Andrei arrests Leo
Kira torn between lovers
Soviet is on premise of death not life

Ch 13
Live for that which you want
Kira inspires andrei
andrei does speech for living finally
No one can tell men what they must live for
Man's mind and his values
Living still for your own cause
Cannot enslave man's mind
Cannot sacrifice the living for apparently the living

ch 14
Leo released due to andrei
Leo gets freedom but doesn't want life
Wants to be let to fall into mire
andrei tells him to get a life
Andrei thinks will be thrown out of party
He is grateful now
Understanding between Kira and andrei
andrei transferred to be librarian
andrei realizes no hope for soviet life
Burns Kira's stuff in fireplace, black chiffon
Said no one is to be responsible for his death and commits suicide when realizes nothing left to live for

Ch 15
party lauds him as tribute of party work, totally fake message
party hero
Why does Kira keep loving Leo?
Kira comes to funeral
"Communist party spares no victims in its fight for mankind"
"Gave all u had for ppl u loved"
"most evil of human words: I"
Only honor is of serving the collective
unselfish service of the collective
Kira wondered whether she had killed him or the revolution or both

Ch 16
Leo drinking too much
Silence between them
Her fight was lost
Kira was his last hold on self esteem
Loses belief in sublime of human being
Through with attempt for life
Leo decides to go away with richer lady even when Kira loves him
Kira against 150M people but she lost
She still loves Leo and andrei even when they die or go away
Walks away in dignity
Kira decides to leave abroad, only goal to get out

Ch 17
Kira trying to leave illegally when denied foreign passport

Ch 18
Running away through snow in white clothes
shot by border patrol
Last thought at death of life as what could have been possible, potential of human being